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morgan

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Sadie had an ultrasound at 10 a.m. this morning. It showed there was a huge tumor that was taking up over 50 percent of her bladder and was almost entirely blocking the area where urine is released. The vet said that at any moment it could be blocked completely and she would no longer be able to urinate. I had to do the unthinkable-I had to make the decision to put her to sleep. The vet said there was nothing else that could be done. I held her and told her I loved her and she died in my arms. Sadie crossed over at about 11:10 a.m. My heart is broken and I feel completely empty and lost at the same time. I don't know how to go on. I just want to forget. I don't know how to get through this or what I'm supposed to do now.
 

FlakeNoir

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Sadie had an ultrasound at 10 a.m. this morning. It showed there was a huge tumor that was taking up over 50 percent of her bladder and was almost entirely blocking the area where urine is released. The vet said that at any moment it could be blocked completely and she would no longer be able to urinate. I had to do the unthinkable-I had to make the decision to put her to sleep. The vet said there was nothing else that could be done. I held her and told her I loved her and she died in my arms. Sadie crossed over at about 11:10 a.m. My heart is broken and I feel completely empty and lost at the same time. I don't know how to go on. I just want to forget. I don't know how to get through this or what I'm supposed to do now.
((( morgan ))) here when you need us, whatever we can do. xox
 

Spideyman

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My heart cries for you and Sadie. I am so sorry. You gave her so much love and she gave you unconditional love in return. You gave her what she needed now- peace.

RainbowBridge.com

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

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gniknehpets

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Oct 20, 2009
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I'm sorry for being so caught up in my grief that I didn't ask for an update on you and your mom! Please forgive my insensitivity, my sorrow is taking a toll on my brain.

You have no need to apologize. Your energy is where it needs to be right now. I know Sadie has passed and I want you to just rest and feel her love for you. I remember when we lost our last dog I was so exhausted for days. The grief seems overwhelming right now but people are right. The day will come when you will be ready to give your love again. It was 8 years before my husband and I could be brave enough to accept the fact that our life was too empty without the live of a dog. our Lily is now getting gray and slow and we know whats ahead so we savor everyday with her. It will be hard but she has given us so much laughter and love I'm glad we did it again. Take care. Everyone here shares your pain. you're not alone.

Mom has good days and bad days. We try to hold the good days close and just muddle through the bad days. My hip is healing slow but sure. My worst problem is the frustration of having to let people do the things I feel I should be doing. I'm not very patient. But I'm trying to accept help graciously. It's their gift to me. My husband has been an angel.
 

Neesy

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May 24, 2012
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Sadie had an ultrasound at 10 a.m. this morning. It showed there was a huge tumor that was taking up over 50 percent of her bladder and was almost entirely blocking the area where urine is released. The vet said that at any moment it could be blocked completely and she would no longer be able to urinate. I had to do the unthinkable-I had to make the decision to put her to sleep. The vet said there was nothing else that could be done. I held her and told her I loved her and she died in my arms. Sadie crossed over at about 11:10 a.m. My heart is broken and I feel completely empty and lost at the same time. I don't know how to go on. I just want to forget. I don't know how to get through this or what I'm supposed to do now.
(((Morgan)))
May Sadie rest in peace
 

skimom2

Just moseyin' through...
Oct 9, 2013
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Sadie had an ultrasound at 10 a.m. this morning. It showed there was a huge tumor that was taking up over 50 percent of her bladder and was almost entirely blocking the area where urine is released. The vet said that at any moment it could be blocked completely and she would no longer be able to urinate. I had to do the unthinkable-I had to make the decision to put her to sleep. The vet said there was nothing else that could be done. I held her and told her I loved her and she died in my arms. Sadie crossed over at about 11:10 a.m. My heart is broken and I feel completely empty and lost at the same time. I don't know how to go on. I just want to forget. I don't know how to get through this or what I'm supposed to do now.
It doesn't help right now, but eventually you'll feel peace that you did the right thing to ease her pain. She knew you loved her, right to the end. Sometimes all you can do is cry.
 

not_nadine

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