I Am Angry Today Because . . .

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Lina

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I am angry today because things look like falling apart... I have not been here for rather long, I just did not have time because of all the crazy things happening. Economical crisis is very strong here, it appeared to be pretty bad for my company so now almost everyone is on vacations till January, 12 when we go back to work and see what happens next. If things will remain the same, I'm afraid we will have to look for a new job. And considering the situation is bad everywhere, it won't be easy. My boyfriend also has problems at work, so that sometimes we don't even see each other... All these things have completely ruined all the Christmas spirit here. I don't even have a Christmas tree yet, and really don't have any desire to prepare it. Yet New Year does not look very friendly, as they predict the situation will grow even worse. I am trying to be strong and stay positive, but it's getting harder... I hope things will become better:down:
 

FlakeNoir

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I am angry today because things look like falling apart... I have not been here for rather long, I just did not have time because of all the crazy things happening. Economical crisis is very strong here, it appeared to be pretty bad for my company so now almost everyone is on vacations till January, 12 when we go back to work and see what happens next. If things will remain the same, I'm afraid we will have to look for a new job. And considering the situation is bad everywhere, it won't be easy. My boyfriend also has problems at work, so that sometimes we don't even see each other... All these things have completely ruined all the Christmas spirit here. I don't even have a Christmas tree yet, and really don't have any desire to prepare it. Yet New Year does not look very friendly, as they predict the situation will grow even worse. I am trying to be strong and stay positive, but it's getting harder... I hope things will become better:down:
I'm sorry ((( Lina ))) :( I hope things will improve a lot for you soon. My best wishes coming your way... xox
 

not_nadine

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I am angry today because I still can not sleep with this head injury. I have no family anymore. They don't even email and we are all close by. I have been nothing but kind to them, out of my way kind to them. What makes me even sadder, is the note my mom left for me to read after her death, to stay close with your sisters. Guess that does not matter to them at all.

When I do rest the head and sleep a bit, It dreams bad. It will heal. And so will I
 

Kurben

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I am angry today because I still can not sleep with this head injury. I have no family anymore. They don't even email and we are all close by. I have been nothing but kind to them, out of my way kind to them. What makes me even sadder, is the note my mom left for me to read after her death, to stay close with your sisters. Guess that does not matter to them at all.

When I do rest the head and sleep a bit, It dreams bad. It will heal. And so will I
NN!! i sincerely hope this head will calm down soon. Have you been to doctor/hospital and have it checked again? My wish is for the family to repent and give you the hug you so much deserve. All the best and may all things brighten on the other side of christmas.
 

FlakeNoir

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I am angry today because I still can not sleep with this head injury. I have no family anymore. They don't even email and we are all close by. I have been nothing but kind to them, out of my way kind to them. What makes me even sadder, is the note my mom left for me to read after her death, to stay close with your sisters. Guess that does not matter to them at all.

When I do rest the head and sleep a bit, It dreams bad. It will heal. And so will I
Take care of yourself (((N.N)))--I've learnt that when the people in your everyday life don't live up to what you'd hoped they might... you just have to take care of things yourself, when it comes down to it, we are all responsible for ourselves... we can love and care for others, but we really have to rely on ourselves for our well-being.
Kurben had good advice, many people here have all shared wonderful advice with you... if you're not better girl, you really need to keep seeking the right help until you are.

I'm wishing you well... with all of my best wishes.
 

not_nadine

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,Thankee Kurben, have to go on the 26th. I gave up on the family after mom passed so many years ago.

It will be ok. It cant do anything worse to me. It has done it's work. I can type, speak ok, without sudden Touretts. . It will heal. I don't curse anymore , unless in the shower. Poor shampoo bottles.
 
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Spideyman

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I am angry today because I still can not sleep with this head injury. I have no family anymore. They don't even email and we are all close by. I have been nothing but kind to them, out of my way kind to them. What makes me even sadder, is the note my mom left for me to read after her death, to stay close with your sisters. Guess that does not matter to them at all.

When I do rest the head and sleep a bit, It dreams bad. It will heal. And so will I


Continuing to hold you to healing vibes and positive thoughts. If you do not find satisfaction/ complete explanations for why the head issue is not getting better, seek a second opinion.
Flake speaks the truth- the only one you can truly depend on is yourself-- and you need to be of good health to so just that. May the inner peace and health you seek come soon.
 

50's Kid

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Same homepage, just really hard to see mail, or any news. I have to restart, CTL ALT Delete all the time now. I now have gone to control panel and set my time date back to sometime in Nov.

I don't click on pop ups. They are clever virus. I must change settings the arrow goes there, maybe I hit it without meaning to.
I made the rookie mistake of opening one of those "Important message from the Court" things and got a bot virus. I have Comcast and they offer a free Norton anti-virus program, so I was able to get rid of it, but I had to stick the hard drive into another computer and scan it there. One of those times where I got in too much of a hurry, like locking the keys in the car (I always carry two sets now).
 

SharonC

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I made the rookie mistake of opening one of those "Important message from the Court" things and got a bot virus. I have Comcast and they offer a free Norton anti-virus program, so I was able to get rid of it, but I had to stick the hard drive into another computer and scan it there. One of those times where I got in too much of a hurry, like locking the keys in the car (I always carry two sets now).
I have anyone not in my contact list sent directly to junk. If I see anything questionable, I right click to check the source which allows me to determine whether or not it's genuine. If it's not, I then empty my junk without having opened anything. Saved me a lot of grief!
 

Ebdim9th

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I had forgotten about not clicking the 'x' on pop-ups... good thing I haven't been nailed with any of those... (although I do have Ad-Block Plus, and that does help some... and Firefox blocks some pop-ups as well... it's those pop-unders that still can't be blocked {after all this time, you would've figured somebody would've come up with a way to do it} and those I'll have to watch when it comes to the 'x' ...)
 

50's Kid

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I am angry today because I still can not sleep with this head injury. I have no family anymore. They don't even email and we are all close by. I have been nothing but kind to them, out of my way kind to them. What makes me even sadder, is the note my mom left for me to read after her death, to stay close with your sisters. Guess that does not matter to them at all.

When I do rest the head and sleep a bit, It dreams bad. It will heal. And so will I
I would take the advice of some other posters and go to a walk-in clinic or even ER. You don't want to take a chance with your head, and being in constant pain should not have to be an option.
I was never close with my family or extended family, and my sister and I are just now starting to communicate again, after several years. As someone else said, there are going to be times in life when you have to be your own best (and sometimes only) friend. This just happens to some people, and you have to hang in there. Things will get better.
I am going to volunteer at the church today and this helps me to get outside myself and my problems by helping others. The last couple of years have been bad, after my mom passed (January 1, 2013), but it is getting a little better with time.
Remember the passage from the bible, "I was sad because I had no shoes, until I saw the man who had no feet." We all have our cross to bear, so do not feel isolated.
Have a Merry Christmas.
 

50's Kid

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I am angry today because things look like falling apart... I have not been here for rather long, I just did not have time because of all the crazy things happening. Economical crisis is very strong here, it appeared to be pretty bad for my company so now almost everyone is on vacations till January, 12 when we go back to work and see what happens next. If things will remain the same, I'm afraid we will have to look for a new job. And considering the situation is bad everywhere, it won't be easy. My boyfriend also has problems at work, so that sometimes we don't even see each other... All these things have completely ruined all the Christmas spirit here. I don't even have a Christmas tree yet, and really don't have any desire to prepare it. Yet New Year does not look very friendly, as they predict the situation will grow even worse. I am trying to be strong and stay positive, but it's getting harder... I hope things will become better:down:
In America, we went through a mini-depression a few years ago, mostly due to the housing bubble/speculation/greed/poor loans. I was out of work for 5 1/2 years and honestly did not think I would ever find work again. Some days were very discouraging, to say the least.
The dropping oil prices, worldwide, and the sanctions, are going to make things rough, because Russia's economy has never been that diversified. I won't get into politics, too much, because, from what I have observed and researched, the corruption there seems to preclude the people from having a true voice in electing a national leader, who can look to the future, and not the distant past. We are not doing too well, here, either, so I am not trying to preach or anything like that. Things are tough all over, and our incredibly huge debt, overextended dollar, and overvalued and overextended stock market are setting us up for a big fall. I think it will be like the Great Depression of 1929, but that is just my opinion, and, I hope I am wrong. Humanity just seems incapable of learning from its mistakes, or having the humility to admit it.
Just hang in there, and take things day by day. Christmas is more than a tree or gifts. Aside from the obvious religious aspect, it is also about being with those you care about. There have been years where I did not have the spirit to put up a tree, either, and that is unusual for me. The time from [American] Thanksgiving to New Year's Day has always been my favorite time of year, and it takes a lot for me to lose the spirit of the season.
The Russian people are wonderful, and I wish all of you the best and hope things improve for you. I believe people can always manage to get along. It is just leaders, on both sides, who seem to cause problems throughout history.
Historically, we have much in common and have been allies more often than not, which is as it should be. I hope tensions will decrease and I can finally visit. I have always wanted to take a train across all of those 9 time zones.
 

Ebdim9th

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I was without a job for over three years, and at first only worked a few hours a week, am still part-time but going to school... things seem more precarious economically here in the US than ever before... it looked like it was going to improve for awhile there but now I'm not so sure...
 

staropeace

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,Thankee Kurben, have to go on the 26th. I gave up on the family after mom passed so many years ago.

It will be ok. It cant do anything worse to me. It has done it's work. I can type, speak ok, without sudden Touretts. . It will heal. I don't curse anymore , unless in the shower. Poor shampoo bottles.
Will it improve matters a wee bit if we said we care about you? You are a lovely person, my dear, and I hope you look after yourself so you will be with us and long time. Take care.
 

not_nadine

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I made the rookie mistake of opening one of those "Important message from the Court" things and got a bot virus. I have Comcast and they offer a free Norton anti-virus program, so I was able to get rid of it, but I had to stick the hard drive into another computer and scan it there. One of those times where I got in too much of a hurry, like locking the keys in the car (I always carry two sets now).

I find if I go to control panel (internet options) and backdate to a certain date, issues are resolved.
 

50's Kid

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I was without a job for over three years, and at first only worked a few hours a week, am still part-time but going to school... things seem more precarious economically here in the US than ever before... it looked like it was going to improve for awhile there but now I'm not so sure...
It took me over 18 months to get my credit cards paid off, and I'm managing to stay out of debt. It was really bad there for a while, and quite discouraging.
In 1981, I had to live in my car (an El Camino, which is like the studio apartment version of living in one's car...), in the winter, in Columbus, Ohio, for almost 2 weeks. That was really bad, but I at least had a car for shelter. I was making minimum wage, and, every night, when everybody else went home, I could only walk out to the parking lot and get into my car for the night. I slept in the building sometimes, and washed up in the night and morning. At least I had a job, sort of.
In the winter of 1989, I moved my mobile home (Never, Never buy one of those), from Chapel Hill to Raleigh, NC, and had to wait 6 weeks for power to get hooked up, because I couldn't afford it. That was bad, but, again, I had shelter, unlike some of those poor souls who literally live on the streets. It makes you look at life differently, that's for sure.
I wrote an article on getting out of debt and staying out. When the local paper publishes it, I'll include a link in the shameless self-promotion area.
I don't care how much they try to say things are improving, they are full of Beautiful Sunshine, and most people realize it.
Not trying to cast a cloud of gloom over Christmas, just cautioning everybody to be careful about debt and buying things you can live without for a while.
I still think this is the best place in the world to live, even with the problems we are experiencing, and I would hope that everybody else can say that about their own situation.
Once again, Merry Christmas, or, as I saw on a hallmark card: Happy Birthday, to one of your boys who made it big.