I still want to believe so after today when the owner of the restaurant I started to
work in last week didn't want me to work for her anyway. She called me today and
said that I am not qualified to work in the restaurant kitchen. And she didn't need a new worker after all. She had already enough people in the kitchen.
So now I am out of the job again. Great. I must start to decided what I want out
of my life now, what I really want to work with. My life since last summer has only gone
down and I want it to go up again.
We can't plan any future with Juho (as buying a house or having children, I want a own
bigger house before we're having kids) if I don't find a permanent job. And it's
really frustrating that I can't find a job that I like.
I just hope something better happen soon in my life or this drives me crazy.
work in last week didn't want me to work for her anyway. She called me today and
said that I am not qualified to work in the restaurant kitchen. And she didn't need a new worker after all. She had already enough people in the kitchen.
So now I am out of the job again. Great. I must start to decided what I want out
of my life now, what I really want to work with. My life since last summer has only gone
down and I want it to go up again.
We can't plan any future with Juho (as buying a house or having children, I want a own
bigger house before we're having kids) if I don't find a permanent job. And it's
really frustrating that I can't find a job that I like.
I just hope something better happen soon in my life or this drives me crazy.