Juho and I walked separate ways two weeks ago. I have had a hard time two weeks now. It was my decision that we aren't a couple anymore. We hadn't anything in
common except music. Juho wanted to lay down on a couch after work and I wanted that we go and do something. Juho liked to spend a lot of time with friends and I
wanted that we spend time with each other also. We argued most of the times and
feels like he became more my friend than a partner. He wasn't ready to get married or having kids yet and we both are 30 already and the clock is ticking for me at least.
Juho tried that I should stay with him but after a long conversation he also realize that this is the best decision for both of us. We are still good friends and hang out together
a lot and that's good because I still care about him even if we aren't a couple anymore.
I moved back to my old apartment where I lived before I met Juho. Maybe in the future I find my Mr Right or maybe not. So I am single again and I try to be positive about it. Even if is not easy now, I lived with Juho 3 years almost and most of the time we had fun together, even if these last months was mostly arguing or we didn't spoke with each other. Time heal the wounds as they use to say. Who knows maybe Juho and I get together someday again and are having kids etc etc.. or I find a nice new man that I get a family with or I live rest of my life single and are happy with that.
We'll see what happen but from now on things are as they are.....
Thankful I still have my two crazy dogs so the life is not get boring.
common except music. Juho wanted to lay down on a couch after work and I wanted that we go and do something. Juho liked to spend a lot of time with friends and I
wanted that we spend time with each other also. We argued most of the times and
feels like he became more my friend than a partner. He wasn't ready to get married or having kids yet and we both are 30 already and the clock is ticking for me at least.
Juho tried that I should stay with him but after a long conversation he also realize that this is the best decision for both of us. We are still good friends and hang out together
a lot and that's good because I still care about him even if we aren't a couple anymore.
I moved back to my old apartment where I lived before I met Juho. Maybe in the future I find my Mr Right or maybe not. So I am single again and I try to be positive about it. Even if is not easy now, I lived with Juho 3 years almost and most of the time we had fun together, even if these last months was mostly arguing or we didn't spoke with each other. Time heal the wounds as they use to say. Who knows maybe Juho and I get together someday again and are having kids etc etc.. or I find a nice new man that I get a family with or I live rest of my life single and are happy with that.
We'll see what happen but from now on things are as they are.....
Thankful I still have my two crazy dogs so the life is not get boring.
Ahh (((Jojo))) I'm so sorry it didn't work out, sending you hugs from afar.
if I had posted this two weeks ago and read all your messages I would probably have sit with tears in my eyes and read these posts. It took awhile for me to tell it. And I try not to be too sad about it, in the end it was my decision. 
