To be really interested in learning the craft, someone who loves reading (especially fiction), willing to work hard, but at the same time have doubt? partially because they started at a young age (23). And also have low self-esteem, mainly with thinking of the idea 'i'll never be as good as so and so' and also having a hard time struggling with writing when not inspired (when King said read and write four to six hours a day- I found myself easily doing the reading part, but the writing part is one I feel like I'm struggling with). These are all things I'm currently facing right now, and I was wondering if any of you are facing or ever had similar problems and if so how you've dealt with them.