I'm sorry for the terribly sad situation in your family, Alexandra.
I'm no oncologist, but I think I'm right about this, and if so, I hope he would say that unusual circumstances aside, you're much more likely to get cancer smoking than not smoking.
I'm not trying to minimize your pain, not at all. What a dreadful experience and state of mind it must put you in. Again, I'm sorry. You have a whole extended family here to sympathize with you. All the best.
Thank you for your kind words.
I am not looking for sympathy. I am learning to live with what I have and I always look forward to tomorrow. I would never bring up my aches and pain to
my daughter right now. She has enough on her plate. I am very proud of her and the fact she took a leave of absence to be with her husband. But with what the Oncologist says I guess you can understand that it would put one in a bit of a conundrum. Well, today is a good day and I am thankful for
that, I want to make butter tarts today and I can! Maybe even vacuum