Connor B - you said you are 24-- you have a lifetime before you. You stated in your other post you have not accomplished anything-- not true. You are alive, attending school, working on two novels and short stories.
You can deal with the autism spectrum disorder, glasses help nearsightedness, a change in diet and exercise can help with the weight issue, being unemployed - jobs are scarce. You are working on education and that will help with future employment. There is nothing wrong with Molly Ringwald! Each individual will like or dislike actors/ actresses. It is a personal choice and you have the right to feel as you do.
Connor- an old saying--
change the way you look at things and the things you look at change. Take a positive outlook. Positives draw positives. You are young and can conquer anything you desire. Dreams are what life is made up of, and there are no pipe dreams. All dreams can be obtainable. Manifest what you want. Oh to be 24 again and have a open path to the future. I send you love and green lights. Know you have your whole life ahead-- positives only.