That was a great detail. Again, clever. The R and E missing from KILRUE. I wondered the same thing about his relinquishing his coat. I agree with everything you said except for the last part. If he was wanting to experience the feeling of true terror I think it was subconscious. I'm going to read it again, though, so maybe I will be clued into that interpretation. I think you're onto something there.And the mailbox says Kil U.