Neesy
#1 fan (Annie Wilkes cousin) 1st cousin Mom's side
((((DarkKrystal)))) - healing vibes for your body and for your heart - may it take next time and all go wellI wasn't real sure where else to put this. If it's in the wrong place, or totally inappropriate, I do apologize.
Anyway. Today was my first appointment to see how far along I am in the pregnancy and all that. I should be about 10 weeks along.
But there is no baby. Just an empty sack. My body thinks it's pregnant, but there's nothing there. I'm not really handling this too well. I suffered a miscarriage before, but it was such an early one that it hardly felt like a loss. This though...I've had morning sickness, my belly grew a little, I've had more positive EPT's than I can shake a stick at, and I was sure, sure that I was having a girl. So. Anyway.
Although I have never experienced a miscarriage it was dealt with in an animated movie called Up by Pixar.
Even though it is a kid's movie, I found myself tearing up at the scene where she is getting ready for a baby (painting the nursery etc.) and then you see her looking so sad and being consoled by a doctor.
I hope you can try again and be happy and fruitful. When the time is right and your body is ready, let's hope that you will be able to conceive again and carry a baby to full term.
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