I'm not exactly angry-well, maybe at myself. I was guilted into going back to work at a place I've tried to quit at least twice now in the last year-and-a-half. If you knew me, you'd know it takes very little for me to put myself last and let guilt take over. I'm so scared I'm gonna come unhinged. I have two jobs, and one is working part time making and selling homemade and commercial natural dog food. I lost my soul mate last month and haven't been able to be around other dogs since. She was my baby girl. I don't know how I'm going to get through tomorrow (first day back) and have been so upset about it, I've barely slept all week. My boss is a nice person, but business is business and she can't find anyone to replace me (though I don't think she's been trying very hard) and now I'm stuck going back to a job I can't seem to get out of. Please say a prayer for me, I am at my wits end and am so scared of breaking down tomorrow.