So I wait through months of rain and snow during which I was on the computer a lot and something more than the usual 35 years' worth of problems went wrong with my right hand. (This.
Dupuytren's contracture - Symptoms and causes And yes, I
had been complaining of a stabbing pain between my two middle fingers for years before the middle finger bent so it won't close or straighten.) So by the time I got out in the garden everything pretty much exploded at once and no matter how much I do where doesn't make a dent in it and everyone who was ever any help is moved away, retired, or dead, and did I mention my hand hurts. My cousin promoted some CBD oil which I purchased. My hand never stopped hurting but everything else improved enough so I was able to do things I hadn't thought of in years! The CBD oil was expensive and unfortunately I let it run out but then
EVERYTHING hurt
SO MUCH I figured I'd better order it again. I found a place that sold it for less (still a lot) and thought I had ordered, but after waiting in agony found the order was not completed so had to complete it and am still waiting while my hand and numerous other things hurt. Hawaiian BioAstin helped for awhile, but also expensive and by the second bottle I figured it didn't justify the expense so stopped getting it. I have the sinking feeling this may happen with the CBD oil and then don't know
what to do. My hand won't close and I can scarcely hold a pen, and there's all this stuff I have to do or something awful will happen, and did I mention my hand hurts? I made an appointment with a specialist but he can't see me till mid-July, so I dunno, I try to do all these projects but I get so tired sometimes it is hard to get out of bed and I feel bad so I try to do more and then I feel worse. Can't win!