My real true wish this year? It be able to afford to get AMAZING training for me and my horse. I don't want to sell him, but he is young and I am not a good enough rider to take him to the next level. I know I can just keep him, but he's in his prime...would be a shame to leave that breeding and awesomeness to rot in pasture till I can be ready. But, I friggin love that horse, I've raised him since he was three, ground trained and broke him to saddle. It's bummer, he needs a confident rider to give him the confidence in himself, and I just am not good enough.