this was a nightmare of a day.
I don't even know where to start. It started with the police, and checking on the neighbor dog.
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I drank. I am not allowed to do that anymore. I said something stupid to the cop, along the lines of I just cant take this any longer. next thing I know, is that I am being driven by him to the hospital. I saw what door he was taking me to and I tried to stop.
I am then in a room without a doorknob to get out of. a small room with sheet metal on the door.
I start knocking. I start crying. I am not crazy kids I am not.
Then it was me in this small empty white room. I am so worried about puppy home alone.
Then I start screaming to get out. This sounds like a friggin movie.
Then they finally come in, but they have straps and locks. They threw me on the bed and start to lock me down
Now I am really freaking. they left me tied up for hours, my feet to the bottom of the cot and my hands strapped out to my side. they would not give me water or medicine that I told them I needed for the bite.
Finally they let my hands go. Now I am really screaming, because my legs are still strapped and I am getting Charlie horses.
They whelled me to Crisis, where I had to wait for hours to talk to a shrink. He agreed right away that I did not have to be there and discharged me. Even called me a cab.
It is now 2 am and I am home with puppy and a world of hurts.
You don't say anything like that to a police officer. 302 me or something like that.
I don't even want to call work, I know I don't have it anymore.