Tell me.
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No you're not (evil that is) - you have love too - think of your daughter and your new baby - every now and then I will get some negative thoughts in my heart, going over something from the past, but then I tell myself to just cut that out!Sometimes i think i am evil in my heart..
This statement is what's known as cryptic.I think the media is in some of your hearts.
Go ahead and kick me . . .
I think the media is in some of your hearts.
Go ahead and kick me . . .
Oh yeah, I can see some of myself in there, definitely.I don't know how accurate I can see my own self, my heart. I dunno how much the "media" influences me but I do try to resist being brainwashed. I do this by trying to practice critical thinking...
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That aside, I know in my heart is an ingrained determination for integrity on the job; I have a major work ethic issue, which coupled with my temperament toward perfectionism causes me anxiety in life, especially in terms of a job. I'm having to learn to say "oh well" easier. My temperament includes the love and need of others, which includes a need for their love and acceptance of me. I tend not to feel loved even when I from an intellectual point know I am. So, I tend to strive to please others.
I know I tend to expect from others a high standard, but from no one else as much as I do from myself. I tend to assume that my way of doing a thing is the only or at least the best way. I'm more mellow in these ways than I used to be, due to having gained wisdom, I assume, which tells me that some things aren't nearly as important or are at least as much so as others: others' thoughts, ideas, and feelings are at least as important as mine.
I've been humbled in life by love. It's shown me that I can't make it happily by myself. This too comes with emotional maturity, wisdom.
Thankee, sweetie. Backatcha.Oh yeah, I can see some of myself in there, definitely.
Frank, from what I've seen--you have a good, kind heart...