I Am Angry Today Because . . .

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Dr. Fudd

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I am angry today because I feel like no matter how I beg and plead to God to help me to where my knees hurt and I can't get up, nothing ever changes no matter how hard I try. I am angry today because so many ****ty things happened to me and even when I tried to think positive and go on everything came back to me like a kick in the head. Like life is reminding me that I can't have a moments peace ever and I have to get my head out of the clouds and come back to my life. I am angry today because my family tells me to stay with them as long as I want but they don't care how what they do hurts me and how something that happens to me they get angry at me. I am angry today because when I tell my boyfriend about my problems he makes it all about him like feels upset.

Yes I know I need therapy and YES I have done all that I can to change my life I'm not sitting waiting for it to change but I guess I'm not trying hard enough or not praying hard enough. Or maybe in my 21 years of life I did something really bad to deserve all the let downs and discouragement life has to offer.
I need to ask a question before I say anything. When you say "God" do you believe that Jesus Christ is God?
 
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Chuggs

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...I'm still dealing with this pesky little cold, and I didn't do as much work as needed to on my writing. Of course, I haven't gone to bed yet, so I suppose I can still make it right. (And to be honest, this cold isn't too bad. Yesterday it kicked my butt, but today I am definitely gaining ground.
 

FlakeNoir

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...I'm still dealing with this pesky little cold, and I didn't do as much work as needed to on my writing. Of course, I haven't gone to bed yet, so I suppose I can still make it right. (And to be honest, this cold isn't too bad. Yesterday it kicked my butt, but today I am definitely gaining ground.
Glad you're starting to feel better. :)
 

Lina

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I am angry today because our department at work needs to move to another office again (I've been working in the company for 2.5 years and I have changed my work place 7 times!) That is so stupid, really! Besides, I haven't been sleeping well for 4 days, I've been sleeping only for 3-4 hours a night and I am feeling absolutely broken... That's just too much for me... Grrrr...
 

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I am angry today because our department at work needs to move to another office again (I've been working in the company for 2.5 years and I have changed my work place 7 times!) That is so stupid, really! Besides, I haven't been sleeping well for 4 days, I've been sleeping only for 3-4 hours a night and I am feeling absolutely broken... That's just too much for me... Grrrr...
(((Lina))) 7 times? That's really unsettling. Try to have a relaxing routine before bed if you can, Lina--warm bath and drink... reading time or soft music... try to empty your mind before sleep.
I hope things pick up for you soon. :)
 

Lina

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(((Lina))) 7 times? That's really unsettling. Try to have a relaxing routine before bed if you can, Lina--warm bath and drink... reading time or soft music... try to empty your mind before sleep.
I hope things pick up for you soon. :)
Thank you! I will try to get some rest today, though this toothache is still pretty bad and it keeps me not sleeping properly at night. I hope it will be better tomorrow:(
 

Lisey Landon

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@Lisey Landon I feel your pain sister! Mood swings all over the place. Why can't it be too happy or overly calm? Why do these moods have to swing in the angry/sad realm?
My thoughts exactly! I would prefer to feel overly romantic and happy - I think the hormones cause the brain to just overload. It is a bit better today, yesterday it felt like my brain was filled with white noise *sigh*
I am angry today because I've had someone call out in a position that I have to fill myself today. And they texted me in the middle of the night to tell me. So my workday is blown.
That is the worst start of the day ((((((Holly)))))) I hope your day improves.
 

Dr. Fudd

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I am angry today because our department at work needs to move to another office again (I've been working in the company for 2.5 years and I have changed my work place 7 times!) That is so stupid, really! Besides, I haven't been sleeping well for 4 days, I've been sleeping only for 3-4 hours a night and I am feeling absolutely broken... That's just too much for me... Grrrr...
When you're tired and in pain, everything is impossible! I have used periods of time like this to build my patience, but it's not easy and it's not fun. It's productive but the trial is never easy. You will notice that if you can relax and not complain, seriously scold yourself for complaining, that you will develop a much higher strength against aggravation and stress. I hope you can go through this period of time and experience the grace of God in it. God bless you.