Oh, honey, today is a rough one. I had to have one of my cats put down this morning. Her name is Tara. She was a long-haired orange Tabby (apparently a LHT female Tabby is rare). She had kidney failure. One of her kidney's was smaller than a pea. She stopped eating about 4 days ago and I noticed she had been drinking lots of water the last week or so. I knew it was coming as she was showing the same symptoms as another cat I had years ago. She was a good cat. So very regal (when she wanted to be!). She could be a bully to my other cat but she brought me lots of joy and love. This year is ending on a very, very bad note. I don't know what to do with all of my pain now. This is on the heels of my Mom's passing and it's too much.