I had to make the hardest decision of my life today. My "little old man" was 17 years old and had been by my side for 15 of those years. A few hours ago I had to let him forever rest. I knew it would be coming soon and that it would be hard. My heart is broken right now but I also count my blessings and know how truly lucky I was to have had him for so long. And yeah, his tag says I'm with Stupid. He loved to insult me. I keep talking to him and have to catch myself and remember that he isn't lying on his bed or sitting on my lap. And never will again. 15 years of routine is going to be hard to break but I know over time the pain will ease up but never go away entirely. Thank you to everyone who reads this. I know this board and great group of people have always been supportive so I feel safe(and good)sharing this with you.
P.S. A couple people wrote to me, please don't think me rude for not responding(and I will soon)but this is all I can bring myself to do right now. XO