Im hanging in there i went and picked up his remains the other day,they also did a cast of his paw for me it also included a death certificate they called it a passing certificate. I kind of lost it again when i opened the package it came in and saw everything. Both animal hospital and my vet both offices sent cards to the house with all the staff signatures on them,that was tough. But like i say im trying to work through it,my boy had a big piggy bank with his own money in case he needed something or emegencies and i took it a donated that money on his behalf and his memory to a foundation that helps people get medical attention and such for there pets who cant afford it or need a little help with it for whatever reason. Id give anything to have my baby boy back i miss him so very much but im healing a little at a time.