Don't really know to be honest Doc. It's about 5 hours away from where I live now, way down in the SW corner of the state. The town I grew up was almost Normal Rockwell-ish in its distance from larger cities, history, and size. All my family on both sides lived within about 25 miles one way or the other. I've lived in NW Arkansas for so long now that the first fourteen years or so I lived there seem like a distant, well remembered dream.I do remember being a lot happier there than I was moving up to the city, things were much simpler, life moved much more slowly. I'm not sure if I could convey that verbally to my wife or to my son. They both grew up in more urban areas and I'm not sure if my frame of reference would be understood, and I'd just come off as babbling meaninglessly like I do here on the board. I haven't been to that area for around 15 years now. The last time was for my dad's 50th birthday celebration and he's 65 now. I'd planned, eventually, to return to that area maybe to live at some point when I get older but I've got my son up here and I want to make sure he's taken care of. I'd love to go back and visit, but would it be selfish to say I'd almost rather go alone, sir? I don't mean that in a bad way toward my family, but I'd just love to drive and walk around the place and reminisce with no one watching as I think trying to explain how we lived, how we grew up, and how much I enjoyed living there would be lost in translation, ya' know?