Hi, my dear friends.
I could use a few prayers and some good juju being sent my way...
I have unreal back pain in the last 10 days or so, and my x-rays came back and it`s sh*tty. I have like five discs deteriorating slowly, pinched nerves, my hip is also deteriorating but not on the side, it starts right above my butt where the problem is.
No surgery as of yet, medications and the doc said I have to wait it out and then, if it doesn`t get better, or if it gets worse in the next six weeks...maybe a surgery.
It F*CKING SUCKS, I don`t want my kid to see me limping around and in super-pain and...I really don`t wanna think about what`s gonna happen there in the next 5-10 years, am I gonna end up in a wheelchair? I`m only 44 years old, I think it`s still too early for that sh*t to come down on me...
Sorry for the rant, I had to share with you.
Hope you are all well, prayers for all in need or not.
Will hold you to healing vibes and positive thoughts. Stay in the positive , Srbo- every negative thought if felt by the spirit and body. Give the meds a chance. I pray for guidance to the medical professional. Keep us updated. For now you know I send you Love and Green Lights. Positives ONLY!
