if I could go back in time, it would be when I was 26 and in a day hospital, one day, I was bored and started to take a Occuptational therapist very serious. Anyway, she broke all the rules, fell for a patient and read my file(she was NOT) my keyworker, anyway I really fell for her and apparently (according to this lady) we were getting married(fair enough do I have a choice in this) and i blew it. I still think of her from time to time. yep If i could turn back time, ... regrets, I had a few and This was my biggest mistake error.