Oh honey - you know what I think is going on. The wheel of Ka is turning and you're meant to be back in touch with family. Whatever the reason. I always get my hackles up when I hear from a long lost beloved friend or relative. I wonder: what do you need? why haven't I heard from you in forever? are you going to make me cry? But what's the worst that could happen? If it gets uncomfortable, you say "I can't do this right now." If it's wonderful, you've got some joy in your life. The worst that could, in my opinion, would be to not put yourself out there. I think this is going to be good for you.
Don't withhold. You'll regret that. I sure do. Two people, gone for good, and I didn't say what needed to be said. I light candles, have my crazy Catholic rituals, beg them to hear me. I'll never know.
OK then - I've got to go teach CGS. I'll be back with a funny gif.
I hear you, Holly and I say thank ya. Light one of those candles extra, If it will do ya.